My word for this year is
CHANGE.
I'm going to change a few things for the better, hopefully. I saw another blog (sorry, forgot who you are, none of my "regulars" I think) who did this and chose the word
flow, and got inspired
. As you see I've also been making changes with my banner, though not really there yet.
This is my list of a few things I would like to change:
¤ Eating more low carbonate food because of stomach problems - so excited to see if this works!
¤ My immediate impulse to facilitate the life for my family members. For instance: People will have to find their own mittens in the morning while I find mine. This doesn't go for family members younger than 10.
¤ Tell my family not to call my name when they need me, or rather not expect me to come running. They'll have to find me and speak to me in a normal voice. Is this possible or am I asking to much?? This doesn't go for any member in acute need of help, like sitting on the toilet if you're younger than 6.
¤ Starting things and projects without feeling guilty if I don't finish.
¤ Stop avoiding to start projects because thinking I will never finish.
¤ Gracefully accepting that time leaves marks, inside and out.
¤ Accepting who I am - and who I'm not.
¤ Stop reading books like they're fast food. Read, read, read and forget. I'm a fast reader and this is a problem, I don't remember them a week later. Feels lika a terrible waste of time.
I'll stop here, but you probably recognize the feeling that this list can go on for ever, " stop eating sandwiches in the evening" or " always recycle every bit of glass", "always be truthful", "wear matching bra and panties on ordinary days and not just for special occasions"... I think I'll stick to it easier if it's short and simple. Not simple to achieve - simple to remember.

photo:meducation
This is how serious I am.